What do you love when you love?

Gonzalo Rojas

	What do you love when you love, my God: the terrible light of life
	or the light of death? What do you seek or find, what
	is this: love? Who is it? woman, whit her death, her roses, volcanoes,
	or this red sun, which is my furious blood
	when I enter into her up to the finel roots?
	Or is it all a great game, my God, and there is no woman
	nor man but one body only: yours,
	split up in stars of beaty, in fleeting particles
	of visible eternity?
	I'm dying in this, oh God, in this war
	of coming and going among women in the streets, of not being able to love
	three hundred of them at a time, because I am always condemned to one,
	to this one, to this only one whom you gave me in the old paradise.